Monday, December 26, 2022

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

 I'm taking a medication to relieve my acne. I feel a bit different: calmer, not obsessing about food, lighter, and a bit more at peace. But this could also be from being on vacation. I feel more connected to P and not so judgmental, which is a good feeling. I'm seeing her value and worth and that she is doing a lot to maintain her health and well-being.

I miss my family, and I miss C. This morning I was feeling more sexual than usual, which made me feel alive. But I did sleep in, which I don't usually like. I hate when I sleep in b/c it throws me off schedule and I have make changes to what I'm doing that day. Ugh.

I want to go shopping. Perhaps I will stop at Emeryville at some point this week? Not sure.

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