I'M SO WIRED!!!

WAHHH!!!
I'M SO SOSOSOSOS EXCITED!
gosh..i'm still excited
and i got out of my interview an HOUR ago
i dont know the impression i left on the professors, but i hope i let them know that i feel this!!
with every part of my body, with every part of my soul
and every time i express it
i FEEL IT EVEN MORE!! It just feels more and more the right thing the more i say it
and the more i think about it

oh God thank you thank you
and thank you to someone very special..
and thank you to professors who create careers out of research, writing, hopes in positive changes in the world~~~
THERE IS HOPE
there ARE dreams in today's society
it is latent
it is beneath the doubt, cyncism, fear, baggaged and restrained behavior..afraid of making the wrong move
there IS consciousness where people feel like they belong
feel shared
not alone~
i want to help cities feel this
i remember revitalizing parts of detroit
and i'll never forget it....
i remember sites i saw in the summer of 2001 and i'll never forget it
i remember the stories that were combined with visiting these sites
and parts of my life coming together
i feel whole~
i feel more than whole...i feel happy and excited and i feel hopeful!!!!
i can't believe that an idea can simply make you feel so amazing
but it can~~~~
and i'm not afraid or ashamed that i feel this
and i'm going to do what i can to make it into a reality and help others feel
happy too

thank you God!!!!!!