Tuesday, May 03, 2016

Particularly Hard Today

The outburts are more frequent and more hostile.

My mind is stronger, luckily, due to the magnesium and Vitamin C. I don't know why they are different day to day? I am pretty quiet.

Survival Poem (2)

Kick me
Beat me
Spit on me
I will survive
I live, my heart beats

Dislike my comment
Argue with my statements
Say, "no, no, no," to me to my face
Call me degrading names because of my
Mental illness
Discriminate, differentiate, alienate

Shout, yell, scream
My ears stay in tact

Something falls in my heart
A tear
A silent scream
Crying

Something splits in my mind
I call to the heavens for relief
For it all to subside

The quiet before the larger storm
The quiet before the hurricane
The barrage stops.
Silence ensuing.
Peace, until next time

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